gosh dont know why recently ive been like eating weirdly.my 3 meals are so not 3 meals.i hardly eat dinner sometimes.and like today and last friday i ate double lunch.friday i had noodles and udon.today i had noodles then went to sakae to eat agn.like zomgosh.it's like mini binging.am i gonna get FAT?i so dont wanna get fat.im fine with moi current size.eh then again maybe not.my bottoms keeps slipping off.i kinda lost 4kg.and my pelvic bones stick out such that it hurts when i sleep on my side cos it rubs against e mattress.oh wait,im not ana.jst plain skinny.

been in a rough mood lately.it swings.i feel all messed up.the way im renoing moi room,i wish i too cld do that to myself.shopping used to be a cure.but i realise that it's like sucha waste of money and time.i wander aimlessly like a fool.and i buy useless things jst for the sake of spending to cheer myself up.unless one has a swiss bank account,that is when retail therapy really works.cos aft spending,the guilt comes.plus,time is really really wasted.so ive decided to visit the toshokan.it's so must better.i did that today :) time slipped by equally fast.but that was cos it was sth i liked.time flies when u're doing sth u like and crawls when it's sth u hate.so im trying to push the unhappy stuff away and do stuffs that i want to do.i hope ppl arnd me wld STOP being so pushy.im getting (sorry i have to say this but) fucked up.you know like when youre trying really hard to restrain yourself from throwing your temper at the ppl who have 'done you wrong'.you jst scold them and tell them off for the fear of hurting them.neither can you reject their requests or orders or whatevs.when you keep it too long,it boils in to fury ball.ready to explode any moment.aft being kept for too long,it turns into bitterness. 9:27 PM

ok,im finally back aft a uh dont-know-how-long hiatus.actually,im not even suppose to be back till aft the 13th.whatevs.i jst felt like updating can. -.- oh oh oh i watched when rules turn loose alr!ehmagosh sammuel chan and myolie wu are so compatible.bosco shldnt be myolie's real life boyfriend.he shld be tavia;s.and tavia's haristyle in heart of greed and the first beat fits her perrrrfectly.hm..what other new shows are there?cable has like maiden's vow.like so cheong hei one.dont like.now all korean shows.whywhywhy?!well,at least they're not the i die you die we all cry kind.and ive gotta admit their clothes make then look like fashion week's every day.

went to the library ystd.found the two lastest books of the clique series.like the cover of sealled with a diss but not the story.cos massie and derrington and cam and claire broke up.cant decide which couple's the best.-.- and well, what's w the NPC?whatevs.and it's not easy to be mean's cover's a-ok but the storyline's kinda cool.at least claire and layne got their 'revenge' on massie.who wld have thought eighth grade alpha wld like layne's brotherrr?and alicia's getting ahnoying.im so not a FOA!

cant wait for the 15th.cos im gonna search for winter clothes w mich.oh yayness.everyone's gotten their's except me.pfft.the other day, beijing was a minus one.ehmagosh.but today it's a five.i really want it to snow.while looking out for the weather information i realised that hyperinflation is a little happening.is it not?it's not the price ..it's jst linking back to history(although it's OVER).um so why?not as if there's a great depression.. -.- since im getting all new-sy fyi there's this girl with a parasitic twin.sadly the twin didnt survive.so she 'absorbed' the organs and the limbs.now she has 8 limbs..funny,her parent named her aft some goddess w 4 armed.okayy uncanny or unlucky? 11:22 AM

so far i've got back bio,hist elec and chem.tmr we're getting back EL.ohh gosh.im like panicking.i think my prelims are so screwed.how am i gna get into a jc i want.what more a good jc?well,i mst admit God has been merciful and gracious.he indeed has helped me.although i didnt do as well as i hoped,it wasnt very very lousy either?i mean when i got my papers back i did feel superly lousy.but after praying,i realised that God had a reason for doing this.and afterall,my grades werent very extremely mediocre.they were A-ok?in fact i did improve eh a bit?as compared to last term.jst that they were up to the expectations of yours truly that's all.so i shld thank God of whatever grades he let me have.i shldnt complain.it's jst not right.and i believe as long as i work hard and keep praying,trusting God, he will get me into where i wanna be eventually.and during o lvls,im not gna face it alone.God's gna be with me :) 10:39 PM

blehh.havent been updating.half of prelims jst ended.and it's officially the start of my one wk hols.as usual,hols aint hols.it's jst like extra time for you to mug that's all.but i like it.no worries bout finishing hw by tmr morning :) can jst mug the whole night.*grinz* oh well,prelims was basically A-OK.wasnt too good neither was it too bad.though i really really REALLY screwed my combine humans.someone shoot me.no more chance cuz both papers are taken.but for sciences and math still got paper 2.um yay?so i've gotta mug til there's no tmr for paper twos.i want to go _j really badly okayy.
back off mugging.anw channel 8 sat-sun 7pm 's showing this DOCTOR show.and it's TVB!plus there's RAYMOND LAM and BOSCO WONG(okayy bosco looked btr in heart of greed?idk.haha)anw,anw,anw im as much as a sucker for tvb med shows as much as im for pooh stuffs.wahaha.so im badly hooked onto it now.and it's only the debut.see,that's how great it is okayy.maybe im jst biased.whatevs.
righty.i'd btr go pack my room.it looked as if a tornado's jst swept throught it or like some epicentre of 6.5 on the richter scale earthquake.even my bed has books and files can.haha,i usually jst dump them erh..somewhere when i sleep.

ohh yes, to all teachers out there,
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! 9:23 PM

8:03 PM

hellooo.say,how long has it been since i last blogged?prolly millions of light years.haha uh jst kidding.but it really has been eons ago.

went out with pohyi ystd.i swear i wont ever like mug in the morn and go out in the aftn.my bag was friggin heavy,no thanks to all the books.and my shoulders were red at the end of the day.ate at some jap place in taka.i lurrrrrve the udon.(((((((((((((((((((((((: <333333333333333

popular had a moving out sale so i bot books,books and more books.so did pohyi.erm,hers was called notebooks (: it was pure fun.ohh we caught shrek 3.we were arguing over whether it was alr showing in theatres or not.pohyi insisted no and i showed her my video clip.you see,i video clipped the ticket booking page on shaw's webbie and the timing and all.haha.anw,shrek 3 was sooooo omgomgomg lovable.disclaimer : GO WATCH IT LIKE PRONTO.it's really nice.the beginning was lil funny-boring.but as the show progressed,it got btr and btr and btr (: everyone was laughing away.i love the part where pinnochio was like totally not lying to charming when he said he didnt know where was shrek and co.so cute.the silly pig blurt it out in the end.ohh and the queen,fiona,cinderella,snow white,sleeping beauty to the rescue part was uberhilarious.cinderella was uber bimbo in the show.actually,all were.and that traitor rapunzel.hah!hair extensions.

alrighty.enough of the giveaways.go watch it yourself.
sayonara.btm. 11:03 AM

WELL,SINCE YOU TYPE IT IN small, I WILL TYPE IT IN BIG (:
OUTDATED AYE?BAR BENDERS WAS SOO UBER LAST YR.I WATCHED IT ALR. DOUBLE (:
LASTLY, WHETHER I PREFER ANCIENT OR MODERN SHOWS , MYOB.
im sick of your ways.
ta. 12:56 PM